A marathon,
like life, contains euphoric highs and debilitating lows. It has moments that test your
resolve, moments where you’re on autopilot, and everything in between.
It's 26.2 miles of self revelation. Although the finish line is the
ultimate destination, the New York Marathon was all about the journey.
Ralph Waldo
Emerson’s words resonated within me as I boarded my Megabus late in the afternoon on Friday, November 1st.
Marathon
weekend was starting early for me and I was excited to get a taste of New York
City before resting up and racing through its streets. During the bus ride, I
voraciously read through the middle portion of Liz Robbins’ book “A Race Like
No Other;” an in depth look at the New York Marathon and the eclectic cast of
runners that make this such a fascinating race.
I read about the Hassidic
Jewish community of Williamsburg, the Polish section of the Queens, the boisterous charisma of the Bronx, the
EPCOT-like vibe of the starting line, and the nostalgia that would inevitably occur each moment I heard the song "New York, New York" from that moment on.
Minutes
after reading about the astounding diversity of the race, we entered New York
City and our charismatic driver was heard over the speakers.
“Any Jews in the
house?” He said. “You got it, I’m a Puerto Rican Jew! Welcome to New York!”
A
testament to the diversity of this city and this race.
The first
few days of my trip to New York were a whirlwind. I went to my friend (and host
for the weekend) Megan’s work party at a PR firm in New York, experienced a bit
of the Brooklyn nightlife, slept like a baby, enjoyed some New York pizza, and
roamed around the marathon expo to start things off.
Saturday
night was the USTA Serves team pasta dinner at the Hyatt. Here, we’d meet our
team for the first time, enjoy some quality carb-loading pasta, and share marathon stories and expectations.
The atmosphere was not that of a locker room before a big game, but that of new
friends who were about to wake up early and embark on a trip together.
There
were no nerves or tension. Just genuine excitement for the race to come. From
Dorothy’s movie recommendation of “The Spirit of the Marathon” (which I watched
later that night) to Lee’s tales of his 11 marathons. I was feeling inspired. I
wasn’t concerned with the grueling physical test that the marathon would
present in the morning. I was more enthralled with and intrigued by the
sociological aspect of the race. The crowds, the diversity, the international
cast of runners, the constantly changing dynamic of the course.
That night
after watching “Spirt of the Marathon” I tossed and turned and slept on and
off, but woke up in time to leave the apartment in plenty of time to catch my
5:45AM Ferry. Of course, I can't forget my gear!
The journey
begins.
I strap on my vibrams, down some black coffee and oatmeal and head out
for what promises to be a memorable day. Since the bars in New York City close
at 4AM, I caught a few late night stragglers. As I waited for the L train in a
dazed state of feeling in my element, a drunk hipster sat next to me. “I dare
you to get that shovel on the other side of the station. I DARE you!” He
slurred, while hiccuping and telling me how Jewish his friend is. I was
affable despite the time and humored this hipster in his drunken stupor.
At the next
transfer, I met Nick, an Englishman running his third marathon of the year. We
shared Power Bars while he regaled me with marathon stories from earlier this
year. He had a twinge in his knee from pounding the Chicago course and was a
bit apprehensive about how it would hold up in this marathon. He’s a retired
ski instructor living and working in Denver and with his sprightly, positive
demeanor, he’s expected to run a time much faster than my own.
We headed
towards South Ferry. I talked to a Nova Scotian who expected a 3:19 pace. In
between his “oots” and “aboots” he realized that he left his Garmin and energy
gels back at the previous station. He was not happy. I talked to a few recreational Mom-esque runners in
their 40s who could tell by my questions that I was a first time
marathoner.
The sun hit
the snooze button and darkness still enveloped Staten Island Ferry.
Thanks to
my new British ski instructor friend from Colorado with the 3:30 pace, I even
got some photos of myself on the ferry! The anticipation was mounting and I was
beginning to feel lost in the moment.
After I
arrived, I met up with Erin (one of my teammates) and we excitedly boarded the
crowded bus and headed to our starting village. We talked with fellow runners
about everything from marathoning experiences to peeing off of the Verrazano bridge. After a winding, warm bus ride, our fatigue hit us. We were tired. The
adrenaline hadn’t kicked in yet and we were feeling the effects of such an
early morning.
Various languages were heard from the speakers in regards to the start villages. The slightly
familiar harshness of the German language, the sing-songy Japanese vernacular,
and of course, the Spanish and Italian. Erin and I strolled through the
villages, in awe of the Dunkin Donuts hats everyone was sporting.
The start
village was a frigid blur of a moment, filled with anticipation. As I downed my
coffee and stretched my quads in the starting gate, I struck up conversation with
a few dad-aged marathoners about Florida marathons, Garmins, and expectations. Time to head to the starting line. We shed our
first layer of clothes, donating them to goodwill as we trekked to the starting
line. As I shivered forward a cannon went off. There goes the elite women’s
runners.
An obsessive
compulsive female runner stood next to me as we made our way towards the
starting line. “Is my number straight?” She asked. “How about now, is it
crooked?” “My boyfriend runs marathons! I run with Ethiopians” She exclaimed as
she got lost in the moment and told me all about her dream 3:29 pace
for the race. She was ready. As she coated herself with bodyglide, I could
tell, her mind was nowhere else. She was set to break her personal record.
I stood,
ready to go. Sporting my Nike running gloves and my shirt, which read “Justin –
Team USTA Serves” on the front and “10SNE1?” on the back. A pun to our great
cause.
After the introduction of the elite runners, the signature song of the New York Marathon came booming out of the speakers. Frank Sinatra, booming out of the amplifiers, stating that “If I can
make it here, I’ll make it anywhere, it’s up to you…” Runners shed clothing, fist pumped, gestured to the flag-waving audience at the start and sang along to the song. The anticipation was undeniable.
It’s up to
me. It’s up the New York crowd to keep me energized and alive. Time to hit the
Verrazano bridge.
A
helicopter whizzed in the distance as I set off on my 7:45 pace in my vibrams, gliding
across the bridge, careful not to kick it into full gear too early. As we eased
into Brooklyn, the crowd, as expected took on its own life form.
A Drum
Corps confidently pounded away and spectators reached their hands out for high
fives. “Come on Justin! You got this Justin!” They yell as we cruise past (since my name was on my shirt),
still confident in the early pace we’ve set for ourselves. I had a lot of
energy, so I made sure to give those who shouted my name a proper
acknowledgement.
The volume
increased, the speed picked up, the street bands rocked on, and before we knew
it, we were deep into Brooklyn. My indigestion was in full gear once we
approached the Hassidic Jewish community of Williamsburg. I felt heavy and
full, yet I was cruising at around an 8 minute pace. I remember my first bout
of panic struck when I heard other runners in casual conversation while I was
struggling to regulate my body chemistry. “What does this have in store for me
for the rest of the race?”
The
transition to Queens was seamless, and honestly, quite a blur. I don’t remember
Queens. What was Queens? I remember clutching my power bar and chomping at it
in fear that my glycogen levels were dangerously low. I remember people
watching in Williamsburg as Hasidic Jewish families went about their day to day
lives while I felt my breakfast coming up early on in the race. I remember a
slightly Polish scenario in Greenpoint as I approached the half marathon
marker. I remember cries of BLIND RUNNER COMING THROUGH when I haphazardly
dragged myself across the center of the Pulaski Bridge. Queens was a blur, but
the Queensboro bridge was clear as day.
This was
when I first considered stopping and stretching out. My pace slowed and the
crowd died out. Other runners, devoid of the crowd provided energy, stopped to
catch their breath, stretch their calves, and take a moment to regain their
strength. It’s a dark and lonely stretch on the bridges, and its moments like
this that test your metal fortitude.
I remember
what Lee, one of my teammates said at dinner the night before. “Once you get over that bridge, it will
blow you away.” I kept the Christmas morning-like anticipation alight within me
as I trudged along the bridge, and it was all worth it.
The crowd erupted as we
entered Manhattan and I felt like a pseudo running celebrity. I waved to the crowd
and smiled as I kept my composure and rounded the corner, painfully aware of
the long journey I had ahead of me while blissfully rejoicing in the crowd
energy. You can really see it at around the 1:30 mark of this video.
Around mile 18-19 marked the toughest point of the race. I’ve come so far but knew I had so much left to
go. In all my training runs, I knew how to feel. I knew the end was near. But
here, the end was nowhere in sight.
The crowd was amazing though. In all its
youthful, creative, loud and boisterous exuberance, they enabled me to fight
past the fatigue and shuffle my feet, taking it one mile at a time. I stepped
on sponges, ingested power gels, fought off dry heaving, and kept shuffling
towards the Willis Street Bridge.
This was
the moment of truth. Between miles 19 and 20 is when the wall establishes itself
in full force.
The white
architecture of the Willis St. Bridge combined with my own fatigue provided an interesting optical illusion, making me think that I was about to pass out. I
shrugged it off, but my body heaved. I dry heaved and cramped up simultaneously.
Fortunately, this enraged me a bit and triggered my adrenaline, so I entered
the Bronx with a new vomit adrenaline infused life. I waved as I saw myself on
the big screen. 6 more miles!
The
transition into the Bronx was much needed. The energy was as proud as it was
rambunctious. It was a distinctive “Welcome to the Bronx” attitude as the DJ
enthusiastically welcomed us down into the borough, past the Madison Ave Bridge
and into Manhattan.
“How about a shout out to everyone comin’ down the
bridge!!!” He said into his microphone. I was nearing the wall, dragging my feet, simply trying to keep up
with the guy in front of me.
My casual,
haphazard drink station stops now turned into a necessity as I stopped to a
slow jog to chug Gatorade. I felt high maintenance as I denied someone who
tried to enthusiastically hand me Gatorade. “No, no, water! I want water!” I
shouted.
It’s a
straight stretch to Central Park. About 5K to go, yet I only feel as though
I’ve only reached the half way point. I shuffle past Marcus Garvey Park as spectators
shout my name. “Stay strong Justin!” “You go this Justin!” “Come on Justin,
only a few more miles!” The enthusiastic wave in which I greeted them with in
Brooklyn has been replaced with an exhausted exasperated hand raise. Yeah, I
hear you loud and clear.
I still
feel full. My legs are heavy, my stomach is heaving. My face is in a permanent
grimace. I’m on the verge of tears due to the sheer exertion of it all.
As I turn
the corner into Central Park, the crowd energizes me a bit. I begin to think I
can finish this race. Around mile 24 the crowd is deafening but my fatigue is
prominent.
They cheer my name, I drag my feet at around an 8:40 pace. Mentally
tough runners pass me by. Exhausted runners exasperatedly walk. A few stretch
out their tired calf muscles, Others are sprawled out in the grass, attended to
by a medical staff. Delirious, drooling and completely exhausted. I didn’t want
to be one of them.
I went on. Mile 25. I thought of my friends. It would be nice to see them after I
finished! This last mile or so was the longest of the entire race. The stage
was set, the crowd was loud, I saw the finish line. My stomach started to seize
up again. Someone at the line shouted “It’s Justin from USTA!? This energized
me the slightest bit.
I finished
at the 3:49 mark.
My legs
felt raw and heavy. Remember the scene in Rocky where Rocky pounds raw meat in
the meat packing plant? Well, my legs felt like that meat. I was sore, shaking,
stumbling and delirious. I took my medal and posed for this surprisingly normal
looking picture.
A month or
so before the race, I asked my aunt what it was like to finish. I couldn’t
imagine the state of my body or my mind after running such a distance. She
simply said “…you cry.” Surprisingly I didn’t see a lot of runners crying. As
for me, I had a few moments during the race where I wanted to. Miles 17-24 were
particularly painful and borderline emotional.
But the
moment I sat down to let the emotion of the race wash over me shortly after the finish line, the red cross
staff rushed over to me. “Are you ok? Are you cramping? Do you need help? You
can’t sit down, you’ll cramp up!” They were carefully herding us like exhausted
cattle across Central Park.
My head was
spinning, my face was raw, and I limped around covered in my “cape” as a guy shouted
monotonously through a megaphone “Wow. 26.2 miles. That’s amazing. I can only
run about 3 miles. While watching TV. And you guys didn’t even have a TV. Wow.”
I limped on
and met up with my friends Megan (from home) and Meredith and Karen (from
Prague). I didn’t see them during the race, but they made these great signs for
me! No, Meredith didn't misspell my name. It's some sort of Czech vocative tense.
Afterwards, we went to Starbucks, headed back to Megans, made friendly marathon small talk to my fellow caped runners walking around the city, and went to a Czech restaurant for dinner. Unfortunately, I was unable to eat or drink anything, but it was a sentimental way to close out an extremely memorable day.
After drinking ginger tea, lounging around, and going to bed at 9:30 like an old man, I woke up early and went to the USTA Serves/Women's Sports Foundation team breakfast at the Hilton Midtown.
Here, we had breakfast with Kathrine Switzer: The 1974 New York Marathon winner and the first woman to run in the Boston marathon as a numbered entry. For all you tennis fans out there, she's basically the Billie Jean King of women's running. The food was great, and I made sure to stack my plate 3 times.
Kathrine was very engaging and curious about our marathon experiences. We talked a lot about the sociological aspect of the marathon, the impact of the crowd, hitting "the wall," our future running plans (I decided running marathons is the perfect excuse for me to travel) and of course, strategic ways to relieve yourself mid-race when you've had a little too much water and gatorade. Here is a picture with me, some members of the Women's Sports Foundation team, and Kathrine (second from left).
I didn't sport the medal that morning for fear of being "that guy." I thought it was a little ostentatious and that nobody else would be doing it. I was wrong. "That guy" was all over New York. Runners limped around and wore their medals with pride. I felt a twinge of sympathy as I watched medal-sporting tourists struggling to walk up stairs or into subways. I sported the medal while waiting for a bus and 2 people immediately struck up conversations with me and another foreign tourist took a photo of me and the medal. Man, I should've worn that medal all day.
As I took my Bolt Bus home and delved back into "A Race Like No Other" I had some time to reflect.
Nothing
captures the human experience quite like a marathon. And no course seems akin to my life more than
that of New York. The energizing diversity, constant changes and well
calculated moments of solitude all resonated with me and my life decisions in
my 20s so far.
It was truly a memorable experience and I can't wait to do more. I'm already considering Nashville next April and possibly Chicago next Fall. I even mentioned something to Kathrine about running a marathon that she's organizing in Mallorca!
But who knows. Like the dynamic of the New York Marathon, you can't always guess what's next and exactly how it will affect you. All we can do is make it memorable. Here's to a great first marathon and more races to come!